...whoa...that was a little serious....

Holy crap, my last post was July 22nd!! What's gotten into me?? I can't believe I've become such a slacker. Wait, yes I can. I can totally believe that.

I'm making a cup of tea and mulling over my day. It was an interesting one, a fun one and one that made me think about a lot of things that are happening in my life right now. Made me think of all the things I would like to change...for the better. I think it's time to make a decision about the direction things are going...tough one...

I don't know if it's going to the gym and starting to feel better about myself or working at a job where my abilities have been praised and accepted but I know that my confidence has grown exponentially over the last few months/weeks. I know that I've been thinking a lot differently about everything in my life, what's good and bad, what's worth worrying over and what's worth forgetting, what I'm willing to put up with and what is going to be my deal breaker.....

Today I had a little ray of sunshine. Today I remembered some of good things. Today I found an old friend. Today I felt appreciated. Today I discovered a little more of who I am and who I'd like to be.

I think I need to go home.....