Oh my, dog crates and business men...

I'm sitting here straightening my hair and having a minor mental meltdown. Okay, that's a little dramatic but I am freaking out a little bit. See, I'm having a Fantasia party tomorrow night and it seemed that everyone I invited is backing out so I'm getting nervous that no one is going to show up. I know in the back of my mind that it's not true, people are coming but I just can't get that nagging, horrible feeling that it's going to be me and the lady who does the presentations sitting here staring at each other after I apologize for wasting her time.

Irrational.

I think I had one of those crappy days. The only difference is that I didn't really realize it was crappy until I sat down to think about it. I'm not sure if that makes any sense. Seems like I did everything twice today because I kept making a silly mistake on something or forgetting something ....bah....let it gooooooo......

I'm in a crazy mood tonight I think. It could possibly be stress from anticipating and planning this party. I'm nervous about people coming but I sure as hell am excited about it. It's not just the Fantasia stuff but the fact that my best friend is finally going to see where I live, that most of my friends are all going to be here with me for a few hours to talk and be silly girls. I haven't had the chance to do that in a very long time and I can't wait!!

My dog is snoring and I'm hoping that I'm going to be doing the same thing very, very soon...just not in a dog crate. I think it would be a little weird if I replaced my bed for a metal cage of sorts. Although, I'm sure there are certain sets of people who would probably enjoy the fact that I have a cage instead of a bed. You know, I read about a single mother who would have men come into her home on the weekend and make them do her housework. The thing was that these men would pay her up to $3500 each and she would humiliate them while they cleaned, wearing a little collar and a maid outfit. Her kids would be having their weekend visit and she would be feminizing high powered business men with no sex involved....hmmmmm.....

My hair is straight and soft and ready for the morning...

Weird post, not feeling like myself tonight....